What women won’t do 2…Star Jones
May 2, 2009
Tags: Donald Trump, gastric bypass, God, HouseWives of Atlanta, loosing weight, NeNe, NeNe Leakes, Omarosa, on being fat, self-publishing, Star Jones, the Apprentice, The Bishop's Wife, validation of self, what women won't do
I don’t know… I just wanted to see. I had heard that Star Jones had started her own blog and I just wanted to see how it was going…and what she was talking about. But as her blog site finally came up…I couldn’t help but to continue to look at her picture. A very very large picture of her which takes up…I don’t know…maybe about a third of that page. Yes, it is beautiful…but…
You really have to look to recognize that it is suppose to be Star Jones that you are looking at.
I don’t know…I haven’t always been fat. And I thought that I hated what I looked like. But I can honestly say…I do not think I have every felt about me quite the way that Star Jones obviously has felt about her ‘old self.’ She must have really hated that woman…and it was more than just being fat.
I would have never had paid to do what Star has done to herself. I really do not see the benefit of such drastic transformations. Following the lost of all that weight…to me…Star looked like a pluck chicken… from those pictures to the one that is on her blog page… Well…she may look like a cover girl…but all of that to get a man?
“B. Smith 101, please get a grip.”
She has always thought she was a beauty queen (my sister)…but after that operation she has been none stop…gone wild in fact. And I must tell you…I have truly been praying for her…because something is out of whack.
I can understand stepping into something in which you always wished you were…and how that must make you feel. But how do you allow it to consume you in such a way as I have seen in my sister?
I wouldn’t want to do anything…that would take me over in such a way.
The only thing I want to be subject to is God…not to trying to attract and run down everything…or anything that I feel will validate me. I am already validated. God validated me…when He gave me His love…showed me His mercy…and commanded me…to come out.
If you are like Star Jones…or like my sister…and need that kind of validation…I sincerely feel for you. But to me it just displays a lot of pent up self-hate.
My sister can’t keep anything down since that operation. I can’t see myself being sick for the rest of my life. No…learn how to put down the fork…and get out and do some exercise first before considering all that cutting up and stitching.
And has Star been lightening herself up too?
Well, I’m not going anywhere today. I am resting…keeping my feet high and been listening to the promo that I’m putting together for youtube regarding plugging my book, THE BISHOP’S WIFE. This coming week…I will work on the visual content of it. And then I am going to post it right here for you to see and hear…the voice is mine and the content I created using all the skills I have acquired while gaining expertise mastering various media related software.
Yes, it’s coming…my book, THE BISHOP’S WIFE, will soon be out and on sale. That is kind of exciting…but I have written so much. I can’t tell you how many plays and screenplays…10 screenplays alone and I have lost track of how many plays. Yes, I am mostly a writer along with all of the other things…and gifts that God has given me.
But my book…THE BISHOP’S WIFE will soon be out…and it really didn’t take me that long to write. But it was the corrections and problems with the publishers that have eaten away at the time. But for everything there is a season…the end product is much better for it all.
Enjoy your weekend…and if you need some much needed rest too…awh…just go ahead and get it. I’m getting mine. Been burning too much of that midnight oil I’m afraid… too many late night hours. It is amazing…how I remember back in the days when I could stay up all night and not feel it at all. Gone are those days believe me…forever.
THE BISHOP’S WIFE is now on sale…CLICK onto my book cover for the LINK to purchase my book. Thank you.
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