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TRANSGENDER ALLOWED IN THE BOY SCOUTS…

I’m sorry but I can definitely not agree.images

I understand how the world now feels that it must agree with every whim that comes rolling along, in order to not offend anyone.

But what about what is right?

Should we forsake everything that is right in order to appease everything in this world?

de6b9562326c355cbc4d4cdf32897946I think not.  And I also believe it puts this world … though it has already been… on the road to destruction long ago… but it is just edging closer and closer to it.

It appears to me that we at this moment in history …we are creating our own pitfalls and devastation.

You cannot run with everything and believe you will finish the race boyscouts1successfully.   Somewhere along the line something falls… or everything begins to fall out of your arms.  This means you loose something.

We are loosing many things these days… and it mostly boils down to primarily loosing our tumblr_mrfv7mw4sf1r6g51bo1_250way as people… as a civilization …as people who live in a ‘real world.’  Not a make-believe world… anything we want to be… or anything we want it to be world.   But a REAL WORLD… with REAL WORLD ORDER… standards… qualifications… variety… and variances created by God.  Not by us.

God created this world order.   And He created it as He would have it to be.

Can man upset world balance?

Yes, man can.spark-27-cover-scouts-190

When we go tinkering with things which we should not be tinkering with problems are sure to arise.  And they have.

This whole cross dressing and transgender thing is going to a18b1ed67d9eca4231081240480f6e9ddestroy this planet.  And this thing is booming.

There is a problem which arises when we start picking and choosing what gender we decide we should be.   Or maybe what gender we decide we are going to raise our children as being… like saying you wanted a boy but got a girl.

So, you arbitrarily decide you are call your girl Sam and dress her only in clothes of boys… and have her live her life as Sam.  And never let her in on the fact that she is a girl… but tell and teach her as if she is boy.

So, Sally grows up believing that she is Sam.   Now, this is hypothetical.   I just going somewhere with this scenario.3141799_img_3870

Now, Sally did not realize until some time in school that she … or rather he (Sam) was different from all the other boys.   She noticed that perhaps she looked more like a girl.   Then she noticed that she had started to develop breasts.  When she was in the boy’s bathroom she noticed that she was missing something that all the other boys seem to have when they peed.

844203581-07-gay-marriage-lesbian-couple-heads-together-embrace-1024x682But you raised Sally believing that she was Sam.

You thought that you were God.   That you could create whatever you wanted your child to be.  When God gave you the child He had deemed for you… a girl… not a boy.

Now, Sam is having problems at school.   He is disassociating from all the other kids.   He feels that he does not fit in.   He feels different.

Most of us grew up feeling different.  Many of us grew up feeling like we didn’t fit in.  These are natural emotions for kids to go through… except for those who happen be popular and always seem to be in the midst of plenty of people who rush to be with them.206138_little_tree.jpg

But you weren’t 1 of them.   When you look into the mirror you see somebody else.  You feel like if you could be somebody else… that then you would be happy.   Maybe you wish you were your sister or brother or a different sex.   Or your mom or dad.   And you begin to become that someone else.

Kids are always pretending… and playing make believe.  But when does 9fe6c512bceb14c9164369af9cdb1b1fthis become something else for some kids or teens… or even adults?

It becomes something else as long as you harbor or meditate of being that different person… that you begin to fantasize yourself to be.  And after a while you meet up with someone… because it only takes 1 mixed up and highly confused person to send you on a trip you may never come back from… a trip to convert yourself into a fantasy you.

It is all make believe.   Because we are who we are… and there is no changing it no matter how many pills are taken.   How deep the voice may get… or how 65f926a6c999989ddeb7e2a7d827ce26much facial hairs you get… or breasts you develop.   You really can’t change you.

Oh, outwardly yes.  But inwardly… no.   And that inside person who really determines who you truly are.   And it goes beyond your DNA… and THAT you definitely cannot change.

So, you change your name, your driver’s license, your city or town… and the pretense really begins.  Because you are looking for a fresh start as this ‘new you.’  

Though you may be able to deceive many people.   The issue is… how long can you keep up the pretense.  Because everyday you step out the door pretending to be who you were not beyonceborn to be is really just a pretense… and you will never ever be able to get away from that.

What I find interesting is how in the world do people who go through all this really believe that becoming …or attempting to become another gender means that they are not gay?cb1ce85a8eef404fe468d2fc11b35704

Do they not want to engage in sexual activity with someone of the sex they are pretending to no longer be?

Then how can this not be gay behavior?

Oh, because you now associate yourself as the opposite sex… and call yourself ‘he’ rather than ‘she’… you believe that you automatically became the ‘he’ or ‘she’ you wanted to be?

oitnb_2Do not deceive yourself.   It is all a charade.   And the only 1 who got fooled was you.

Men who want men… are not going to go for a man who becomes a woman.   Because if they wanted a woman they could get a ‘real’ woman… not some one pretending to be 1.

Women who love women… might like a dyke looking woman… many like that … but not all.   But if a woman wanted a man, do you not believe she could find herself a ‘real’ man… and not someone playing and eating pills to be 1?

And therein lays the problem for these people who get these sex changes.   They discover Girl Scouts age 11 at Parktacular Parade. St Louis Park Minnesota USAthat that fantastic change that they were hoping for … that was going to make them happy ever after because they were now who and what they felt they had truly been born to be… wasn’t the happy every after that they hoped it would be.

Come on wake up.

So, no I’m not in agreement to the Boys Scouts of America allowing transgender girls into 000ca40eed1edfcbf5ac96da302ebe88the scouts.   Because primarily… because these girls are still girls.   Down beneath they still have their vagina.

So, what happens if out on the trail a couple of over zealous boys article-2651813-1e90df9d00000578-808_306x423decide to teach her a thing or 2?

As quietly as it is kept in the military this is quite an issue.   Female women in the military get raped… and this happens in large numbers.   Female girls on campuses get raped… and this too happens in large numbers… as much as most campuses try to squash it from getting out.

It is a reality.

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And why would any girls really want to put herself through watching a bunch of boys with 372_imgranging hormones …taking a leak.

And no,  I am not into transgender bathrooms either.CbCO1EnW4AA_TuR

And I do not believe I have to go along in order to get along.

I will not forsake my core principles in order to make other people happy.  I just cannot do boy-scoutsit.

Do you really want me to become a liar by calling him ‘she’ when I know that he is not
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I can’t go to hell trying to play other people’s games.  I am sorry… and I mean you no
harm.   But just do not ask me to play.

And I do not believe in being politically right… when politically right goes against my religious right to not lie… or condone lying or stealing… or deceiving… or fornicating… or adultery … and you know the rest.   I just cannot.

imagesSo, don’t ask me.   Because I have enough things that I may have to answer for of my own without me playing your game …adding to my list…

Now that I have addressed my thoughts on this subject please enjoy the rest of your week.  And I know that I’ll get a few responses on topic-transgenderchildrenyouth-share1200this… but that’s is okay.

We are not all going to agree.   But 1 thing is for sure we trying to agree on too many things… when most people who play like they agree really do not.   So, at least I am home-resizednest.    And I am not a hater… but a firm believer that the truth is the truth… and hopefully because I spoke truth somebody will be set free…

And anyone… so-called parent who does this thing purposely to their boy-scout-silhouette-clipartchild or children really should be arrest for child abuse.  Because they putting their child into the pit of hell… and creating for them a life that cannot lead them to any form of happiness by playing something that they are Mila Jam "Whistle" Session © Mark Fisher NYC1-8226.jpgnot.

girl scout cookiesDo not ruin the life of your child by making them a transgender child.   One thing when a person who is old enough to decide certain things for themselves.   And quite another when crazy parents do it to their children.

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Add a comment January 31, 2017

KIM BURRELL IN AN UPROAR….

I saw the video that Kim says someone took of her during a service some night at her gettyimages-628757570-527x350
church, when Kim Burrell goes off the chain proclaiming her dislike of gay people… with particular reference to those in the church.

I also saw the video that Kim made backing or attempting to back away from much of what she said in that video, of her ranting about gay people.  My thing in watching this video was this.

kim-2‘Kim if you really feel about gay people as you said while standing in the pulpit.  Then why back down from it… if you feel that what you had said was right?’

Cause you see if I say something that I think is right… then I am not going to back down dd589f50e054ab03eadb2e5fa1152a6afrom it.  Oh, I can change my mind… yes, regarding my thinking.   But if I feel that I am correct in my thinking then I am not going back away from what I believe.  And I don’t care who may not like it.  Unless… again… if I think about it and later begin to regret what I said… or how I said it.   Or I might even discover that I was wrong… because that does happen too.   And has happened to me.

I mean I would be lying if I said I never regretted saying something.   It happens all the time to many of us.  We spoke too fast.   Or mis-spoke…

But the way Kim was going on and on in that pulpit… I would have to say Odell Beckham JR.that she was really versing her sentiments quite definitely.  And if what I heard in another video was correct… in that what that person said about her husband, whom Kim is now either divorced from or separated from for some years now… was that he was gay.

I would say that might cause a woman to go on and on about hating gays.  That woman who used to sell orange juice years ago… I forget her name.   She had 0e47a041283dda2741139b0310b1ee63been an ex-Miss America when she came out strongly against gay people back in the latter 70’s or 80’s… and boy did they slam her.   She lost all orange_juice_recipes_copyright_2012kind of contracts behind that… and the orange juice industry was quick to get rid of her.  But what a price that industry paid in revenue losses when gay people boycotted orange juice… and boycott it they did.   And unknownthey won.

With regards to Kim Burrell… whom I often have found to be sharp with her tongue… I find it hard to believe that she did not think about her wardrobe person, or  her make-up person, or her hair stylist or everybody else who may possibly be on sexykim11her team, when she is preparing to get up to perform… because most of them are gay.   But I am sure that hit home shortly after she realized that that video got out… had been uploaded on youtube, and the calls started coming in to her.

This is America and, of course, Kim Burrell like everybody else in eddielong
America has a right to an opinion on whatever she wants to have an opinion on… whether I may or may not agree with her on it.

But where I thought Kim Burrell went too far …was for her to be standing in the pulpit and talking about certain things… like men having ‘p___nis’ in their mouths.   Or women with their breasts shaking in front of another woman.  It was a bit too much.636191327948984978-ap-pharrell-performs-on-nbc-s-today-show-87282656

Kim went overboard and that is what more than anything I believed killed her… and took away from anything that she was trying to say.    She was not preaching… nor was she teaching.    But Kim was spouting out vicious remarks of feelings, that maybe she had been harboring for windycitywardrobe-black-gay-weddingsome time and just felt it was okay… for some reason or other… to release those sentiments into the atmosphere at that time… in that church service.

I am a firm believer that the pulpit is not for all types of conversations.  Nor is it a place for where we should be standing in it believing that it is okay to just say whatever comes into our narrow minds.  The sanctuary and …certainly the pulpit is ‘holy.’    It is holy ground and it is not meant to be a place where we preach hate or condemnation.

michael-robert-crawford-shorty-gay-black-wedding-atlanta-grooms-21Who are we to condemn people as though we too were not once lost in sin?

This is the problem I have with many people in the church.  They act as though they were never once sinners.

And I really get tired of hearing those people who say, ‘I’ve been alg-preschool-graduates-jpgsaved since I was 3.’

atelAre you really trying to tell me that since you were a child… and supposedly became saved that you never once sinned?kimburrell

I will bet that you sinned more than once.   And probably did things I never thought to do.

So, the devil is a liar.   And those people need to stop telling that ‘I’ve been saved since’ lie.

imagesWhy do people want to pretend that they are so holy and righteous …when they are filled with such ‘high looks,’   bigotry and animosity against not just gay people… though gay people always seem to be at the top of everyone’s list… but against everybody but fornicators… adulterers… liars etc….etc…etc..  Because THAT list certainly goes further than just being gay.

Some of these same people voted Donald Trump into office and saw no sin in him.   I would _91018703_5abbae28-ace0-4db7-ae31-aa94fc8a9328c9c80615a93a102726dd94659af2d744not have believed that either… had I not heard and seen them at our national convocation in St. Louis.   It was quite disturbing to me.  And a couple of them… bishops even… I had to set straight.

302388829Speaking of bishops.  Some of these very people are ‘the long990244corrupters.’   Stealing away the lives of many of these young boys, by feasting on them sexually …while proclaiming something else in the pulpit and making jokes about ‘limp wrist.’

This thing is sad.   And there are a bunch of hypocrites in the church… in the black church and white church… and everything in between.

Yeah, they can proclaim they hate them… but they lead the choir… play the instruments… Free Gospel Sundays3229d22415d1c972a458081da606dc66sing the sermonic solo.

So, stop playing with yourself… and trying to preach hate,  when their is a cleansing that needs to take place.   And it is in the hearts of each and every one of us because we have been commanded to love… not condemn or chastise folk because we act like we can’t stomach their sin.

It is not for you to stomach.   God who is the creator and is also the finisher.   And you don’t know who he is going to clean up and place over you.

He can turn everybody around.  Did He not turn you around?1120-andrew-caldwell-youtube-4

Oh, I forgot.   He is still working on you, Kim and everyone else who thinks like her.

BRANDON-PORTER-Andrew-Caldwell-gay-no-more-controversy600I was at the convocation 2 years ago when that guy came out and started proclaiming, ‘I
ain’t gay no more.’

That whole service was like being in the midst of a comedy show.   That guy from Orlando Be The Man Conference 2009who was suppose to preach… was beside himself …just like Kim.   And practically the whole area was eating it up… they were rolling over in laugher of this guys homophobic tyrants.

It was so good to them that the video department sold out of that dvd that night… and could not keep up  with the demand for it.  This I know not because I tried to buy it… but because the next day while waiting on Essence Music Festival, New Orleans, America - 06 Jul 2014my ride back to my hotel a bunch of people were still laughing over that mockery of a church service.  I sat through it, yes… but it was all I could do not to get up and walk out on that guy that night.  And I would have had I thought my courtesy driver was outside writing-love-beach-sand2to take me back to my hotel.

We should stop all this ‘gay mess.’   It is not the only sin… need you think of what you are kim-burrell-weight-loss-before-and-afterdoing that God may be angry at.  Because at the end of the day… that is what really should concern you more than anything else.  Because when you shut your eyes… it won’t be that gay man in the choir or up the street whom you will have answer for.   But your behavior towards them will black-church-clip-art-church-house-black-mdsurely be an issue before God.

I think we all need to read the Bible more.   Because somewhere along the line you are all missing something when you attack anyone who is lost in sin.

And I think that any pastor or anyone who calls him or her self a pastor …or whatever who
invites someone to come and preach at their church and says, ‘You can come to preach but don’t mess with my sissies.’  

I think that person needs to remove themselves or the church remove him or her… because they are users.   But not Godly.   They rather see people not hear the truth… and I am not talking about a bunch of harsh and hard words of condemnation… but ‘the truth’ as to what the Bible says because they desire that everybody in their church or under them know what God desires in order for us to sincerely get into heaven…african-american-gospel-beighu-clipart

Let us not chase people out of the church.  But let us work on trying to allow God to do His perfect work in them.   The Bible says, ‘faith comes through hearing the word of God.’   They must be allow in the church… so that they do not go to ‘gay churches’ and sit up in there believing that everything is imagesalright… and while they play church that they can make into heaven.

Let us not be that mean …or selfish.    Thank God the doors of the church were open for us… or we too would still be out there doing whatever it was that we used to do.   And many of you still do… if the truth be told….

my picture cropedWell, God bless…     Well, I finally got my chance to say what has been on my mind concerning this subject.   I just hope that people will come to love and respect one another and all of our differences.   I hate sin and it hurts for me to see people languishing in it.  I have many gay friends … and even some family members whom I know will be lost if they fail to change.   But I pray that God call them out as He was so kind and gracious enough to do me.   And that they have an ear to hear… and God gives them a desire to come out… and stay out.

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Add a comment January 9, 2017

BISHOP EDDIE LONG… WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?

eddie-longWell, by now I take it that you know I must have seen the video or come across something which has alerted me considering this new controversy circling around Bishop Eddie Long.

Yes, as a matter of fact a few weeks ago I came across the YouTube sexed-dielongvideo posted by the Bishop… or someone telling everyone that he was alright, but had started this new health kick or some kind of diet.  But honestly to tell you the truth as I watched him… and paid great attention to his body language and facial expressions…

Well, to tell you the truth he looks like a man who has either consumed himself with alcohol or become an addict.

bishop-eddie-long-pictures0I know…. I know you probably don’t want to hear this.  Some of you really do still believe and trust in the Bishop.   But he is a man who is greatly troubled.  And the demons which possess him do not seem to have finished with him yet.

I hate to see people brought down.   Or shamed before everyone.  But eddie-long-all-white-three-wise-menwhen I look at those boys whom he groomed into homosexuality… and think about how he claimed he was ‘David facing Goliath’ when it came to his legal battles with them over their abuse.   I feel sorry…  for them all… all the way around.  Really.

I clearly understand how a demonic spirit can enter into your body and attack you… bringing you into submission IF YOU ARE NOT bishop-eddie-long-sittingFULLY EQUIPPED to fend off such attacks through the Holy Spirit.

Unless you are FULLY EQUIPPED with the Spirit of the Lord… the devil will steal your bishopeddielongmind.  And don’t sit there and think that he won’t do it… nor that it can’t happen to you.  Because it can.  Even to me.   Yes, it can… if I were not equipped and believed fully in God.  And that God is able to keep me through all things… if I desire to be kept.

There is this thing that we must all understand… and that is ‘in order to stand and fight off the devil you better be fully prepared for the battle.’  We are not told as Christians that we must have on ‘the WHOLE ARMOUR OF GOD’ for no reason.   Without God’s amour… His protection…  eddielongclothwe too can become easily overtaken by demonic spirits.  And when these spirits get a hold of you… when they enter into your body… and get into your spirit… they are not easily shaken.

We all need the power of God truly working within us in order to bring us out of such attacks.  But… and it is a big BUT.  But if we become captivated by the lure of the sin that is trying to entangle us then we loose.   You cannot fall prey to such eddielongattacks, and the attraction to the evil doing that you begin to operate within it… for you will get lost in it.   As we see how that thing took a hold of Bishop Long.   One day out marching against homosexuals… while entering those spirits within his own flesh.  And it over took him.

For the most part Bishop Eddie Long has long been recognized as a prosperity preacher.  I will be 1 of the first to tell you… and not me alone… that God truly endowed him with the word.   But he went astray… and got into all that prosperity mess.

fifth-accuser-of-eddie-longOnce Long got into the prosperity teachings and doings… he was lost.  He got turned around and lost his focus.   His god became mammon… riches.   You cannot serve both God and the lure of riches. You will either love the 1 and hate the other.jamal-parris-e1309522027847

eddie-long-portrait-suitTherefore, the lust of money then made him more susceptible to any other spirit that would attach itself to him.  Hence, the spirit of homosexuality came calling upon him.

Thus, Long began to open up facilities to house boys from which a chosen few were picked televangelist-eddie-long-to-take-time-off-8jltjdc-x-largefor his sexual grooming… to fill his desire to interact with them on a less than religious manner…  as a perpetrator… a sexual deviant.  A grown man seeking to delight himself sexual among young boys.

So, these young boys came into his range where he had access to them… could ‘father’ them into a seemingly caring relationship where what he was doing appeared to them … and I guess all who were near as a harmless religious relationship among him and them… the boys.    As Long vlcsnap-46681did not take sexual advantage of them physically… per what the boys/now grown young men claimed in their law suits against him.  But he did do touchy and feelly things… things that excited and brought about certain urges… which Scripture has called ‘unnatural.’   Creating longings and desires within the young boys…  which when you see them you can clearly see the damage that was done.   They were groomed like cattle …or a horse for a certain kind of thing… a certain kind of behavior.    And that ‘thing’ … in my opinion when I look at their videos and pictures of those young boys turned to young men… that ‘thing’ stole their manhood.

Now, fast forward to Eddie Long  today after having paid out some $9 million plus to these young men whom he had doctored up and touched… and groomed in his special way to be his select stable… to feel whatever demonic fantasy that was going on in his head.

Today it appears that the bishop-eddie-longdemons have chased him down.  Long looks broken… as broken as a drunk on the street (I hate using such terminology as it is not how I view people or ever speak of them… but for the purpose of this blog and the message I’m trying to convey, it is the only way I can get you to really see what I’m talking about.  So, please forgive my terminology when speaking or classifying anyone here)

bishopeddielongYes, Bishop appears a broken man in this video below.  And unlike zachery-tims-funeral-for-orlando-pastorPastor Zachary Timms… I do see where possible drugs or alcohol may be playing a factor in his life.

That which loosing all that money and some of his congregation could not do… I now believe his conscience is making up for it… sadly.   Such a gifted man at 1 time in the Lord.  And look how he let the devil use him… and now I believe he is truly paying for it mentally and physically… and it is ironic.

The irony is how much he worked to build up his body… and what was bishop-eddie-longan apparent love of his physique.   To now be dwindled down to almost nothing… half a man.   A tormented man it seems.

I pray he find a way back to the Lord.   As we serve a God who is long suffering and forgiving.   But to have taken his position as a spiritual leader and have turned it into an artful predator, using the house of the Lord as his playground… might be something that me-resizedGod will not forgive… as He did not forgive Eli when it came to his sons.

I just read that Bishop Long is now on a medical sabbatical after revealing to his church that he is facing some health challenges.  Repentance is the only cure.  A true and real pouring out of his heart

UPDATE:  Yesterday morning… Sunday, January 15, 2017…  it was reported that Bishop Long passed.   I will not comment or speculate as to my thoughts further on this matter.  It is sad all the way around …for all who were effected and involved.

I pray peace and resolution to the minds and souls of the young then boys drawn into this scandal.  And that God call them out that they may be saved from the perverse thing and things which have and are happening to them.  Because this now is their choice to chose to live or die in that mess.

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Add a comment September 10, 2016

BRUCE vs. CAITLYN… GAY MARRIAGE… GAY AGENDA and GAY PRIDE 2015…

Well, today is the last day of gay pride, the Supreme Court has ruled and a lot of people were jumping for joy this month, if they are gay and/or just felt celebratory.  And then prior to this Bruce Jenner turned into Caitlyn.scotus3

As I watched most of the so-called spin doctors on TV on the various television shows it appeared to me that none of them was brave enough to come out and say what I know a lot of them 149503c17a474067e9b9dc95c352c2841994111201must have truly been feeling of thinking.  They were afraid so they took the road that would not stir up any controversies or angry debates.  They all decided to be politely ‘politically correct’… to go along to get along.

But being ‘politically correct’ does have it consequences.  And it does not necessarily Bruce-Jenner-caitlyn-jenner-postlend itself to the common good.

It just says you decided to not dissent but rather chose to follow the crowd and say, ‘You were proud that Bruce finally found himself.’

But I am here to tell you that Bruce is further away from being who he really is than he has ever been in entire life.

09-03-12_black_gay_pride_pure_heat_festival_12Many people fantasize many things.  Many people romanticize many things.  But fantasizing something or romanticizing something does not make it so… or even true.

Oh, many people are confused.  I was confused and I am sure you were confused while growing up.  All kinds of things popped into our heads.

For the longest time as I was growing up I kept wishing I was adopted.  I felt like I wanted to belong to another family.

TV STILL -- DO NOT PURGE -- Tonight on NBC’s ‘Nightly News,’ former NAACP leader Rachel Dolezal discusses the controversy surrounding her racial identity in an exclusive interview with NBC’s Savannah Guthrie. Dolezal resigned from her position as president of the NAACP’s Spokane chapter on Monday amid the controversy. The full interview will air tonight on “NBC Nightly News.” Below are links to photos and video for your use. Mandatory Credit: NBC News/Anthony Quintano.Boy, does this truly sound just like that Dolezal woman.  And she is really confused.  But I see no comparison between her confusion and Bruce’s confusion… except for they both play acting.

But back to my story… it was because I felt that my parents didn’t make my sisters or brothers do anything.  I felt like I was the only child my parents made work around the house.  Of course, having been the oldest of 8 children this might have proven to be the same for just about anybody else born first with a few younger sisters and brothers behind them.  But you only know about you… and your circumstance…  and when you are young that is all that matters to you.

So, I loathed my sisters and brothers.  They were always messing up everything and breaking things… and I was the 1 who got blamed.  They tore up everything… and they often went into my room and messed with my stuff…  and destroyed many of my things which my parents bought for me.  I’ll never forget my little record player stereo system my parents gave me 1 Christmas…. a few days later when I went into my room and found that the arm of my record player had been broken.

From I don’t know what age I was… when my father pushed a kitchen table chair up to the kitchen sink and I became the official and only dishwasher in my family’s house until I went to college… and finally moved out into my own apartment.  And after that happened you know who began to wash dishes in my families’ house?519130147_XS

Well, it wasn’t any of my sisters or brothers… my father or mother.

During those years… my dish-washing years… my sisters and brothers did not know what it was like to rinse out a glass or cup.  No, not them.  Every time they drank something it was with a cleaned new glass or cleaned new cup.  So, I was constantly washing dishes all day long.  And the way it was in our house you not only had to wash dishes but clean and mop the kitchen every night too.  So, it was little wonder I was up most nights late… because I was not allowed to go to bed until I had completely cleaned the kitchen, washed every dish and pot and then finished by having mopped and rinsed the floor too.  This meant that many times I never went to bed until 3 o’clock in the morning because I hated washing dishes so much I dragged through it.

adoptSo, yes I wished I had been adopted as a young child… and oftentimes felt like I was adopted.  I never missed not 1 day of school unless I was absolutely sick… because it was the only time I got to get away from my sisters and brothers.  So, I loved school.

As I grew up I then became the babysitter for my sisters and brothers …and the family cook during the week days many times when my mother told me to.  Though I hated it I can see today where and how all of that benefited me …and how it really did help to mold and shape me into the person I am today.  And it has been a very very very long time since I have ever thought or or ever again wished that I was adopted.

Iblack-woman-smiling-looking-out-car-window-african-outdoors-47557843n fact, the direct opposite is the truth today.  I am quite happy and very proud to be part of my family.  And when I say I truly had the best of the best when it came to parents… I really did.  My parents did everything for us… and they took us everywhere… all kinds of trips and weekend or daily excursions… such as on a hot summer day to the beach or park… or every Christmas on the train to Florida… or the plane to Jamaica etc…  that’s how they were.  We even went to the World Fair in New York City.   And when I became of age they bought me my own car… paid for my college… aided me with my bills when I needed it …and when I got my first official job in radio in a neighboring town my mother religiously drove me to work and then drove back those 30 miles again every evening to come 1984 --- A portrait of Bruce Jenner, winner of the decathlon gold medal at the 1976 Olympic Games. --- Image by © Neal Preston/Corbisback and pick me up … and was never once late to get me.

I say all of that to say this… when we are young a lot of different things go through our heads… like me wishing I was adopted… or Bruce thinking he was a girl.

If I had known anything about adoption or foster care like I do now… I doubt that I would have ever wished for that to have happened to me.  And I am very very thankful it had not considering the negative stories we now hear from children who were painfully caught up in those systems.

stock-photo-14297716-jumping-ropeI would be hard press not to believe that Bruce at some point during his early childhood was probably not as boyish as perhaps his father or someone thought he should have been.  And perhaps as a young kid he was hit with somebody saying to him ‘why you acting like a little girl’ or ‘why are you crying like a little sissy.’   Or even saying to him that he was not suppose to like doing something or playing some type of game because only girls do that.blackpridegavoice

I have seen people do this to their children …and they do not realize that they are planting seeds in that child which many times does manifest itself in a form of confusion in terms of their child’s self-identity and/or sexual identity.

I once hear a very foolish grandfather laughingly say to his very young grand-son, ‘Boy, you got some sugar in your tank.’

What kind of language is that?

bordeaux-9-juin-2012-cours-aristide-briand-la-gay-pride-la_794479_460x306And what was he telling his grand-son?

He was speaking death and not life into that young boy’s life.  He was putting his grand-son down and never realize he putting him on a path that had never been in that young child’s mind… but today that boy is living that thing his grand-father spoke into him.

Though I didn’t like most of the little girlish things either.  Like I can’t remember ever playing with dolls.  I wanted to fix things… build igloos when it snowed… dreamed of running in the Olympics… build stuff with … make cartoons… but none of that girl stuff.  Nobody called me a tomboy though… nor was I ever labelled anything and the things I was interested in back then I’m still interest now… and it MONIFAH-RNB-DIVAShas not impacted my femininity.

grid-cell-13268-1372271529-3In fact, I celebrate my femininity today.

When I was in the 9th grade a girl started chasing me.  And I think that was the beginning of my confusion.

No, not really …though I must say she frightened me… not physically I was not accustom to such things… especially anybody liking me…  Well, not like that.  I then actually thought she was crazy and I never ever once spoke to her face to face until many years later… when we came across each other in a gay club.  But back then I did not understand her.  I had never heard of the word ‘lesbian’ or knew anything about 2 women or 2 girls doing anything sexually.

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But I do remember loving to watch things like Miss U. S. A. and Miss America.  I loved looking at those beautiful women from a very early age.  And once while in elementary school I became very infatuated with a 4th grade teacher.  She was not 1 of my teachers …but she was young and pretty and drove a fancy blue convertible car.  From that moment on blue became my favorite color… that is until I got ‘Saved’… then everything changed including me.

caitlin-jenner-media-strategyPerhaps, this was not Bruce’s experience.  Maybe someone had taken sexual advantage of him early.  And since Bruce was handsome… maybe somebody kept telling how pretty he was a young child… all these kind of things can confusion a young child.

I have no doubt that Bruce is confused… the root cause could be a number of anything.  But today Bruce chooses to act out his fantasy… of him being a woman.  And it is a fantasy… 5588251b320a56cf42415b7d_caitlyn-jenner-july-2015-vf-01because when it has all been all said and done… no matter how many pills Bruce takes to fem himself up and mask his voice… and bring forth breasts… down beneath Bruce will still be Bruce… and Caitlyn is and will be forevermore just make believe.

It seems that Bruce has been playing games all his life… and now he is going for the gold again in his role as Caitlyn Jenner.  But don’t look for an Academy Award at the end Bruce… because it ain’t coming.   Cause this whole thing is just a fairytale… and I’m really glad that I didn’t decide to play like I was adopted…  I might have ended up looking and acting and being just as ridiculous as Bruce is looking trying to pretend he is a woman… and like that Dolezal woman pretending like she is black while knowing good and well she white.  It is all make-believe.

gaypride_AP120624031940_620x465So, where is all this going?

And what message and/or messages is all of this sending out to young children who have yet to come of age… but who are being bombarded with all the wrong images… and who by all indications are already as confused as they can be about so many other things… like what parenthood is really all about… and now this … trying to determine where they are really a boy or really a girl… all this sexual identity stuff too?

All of this confusion about whether they look better as a girl or a boy only plays to make them more confused as who they truly are… because now they have options that were never on the table before.  ‘Man’ has creates too many choices… when God only gave us 1… and that is to be what and who He created us to be.   So, then who is ‘man’ to say, ‘I can turn you into whatever you want to sexually be.’

I recall sitting at home wishing I saw more gay images on television.  Something that18s3y4o9ynrx3jpg related to what I was feeling and going through.  But today I can clearly say I am happy that they were not out there… or at least… not out there as loudly or boldly and robust as what we see on television today… and in all mainstream media like crazy.

boy.jpgOf, course… young kids and even children are going to be drawn into what they watch… see and hear.  It does impact them in so many many different ways.  Which is exactly why back in the day grown people kept little children out of their conversations and often tried to keep them away from things that group folks talked about.  But that is not the case today.8234002

Kids are being introduced to far too much far too soon… and definitely far too early.

ew-cover-1139_300I was in the 9th grade before I had never known that was a word ‘lesbian’… or that 2 women did certain things sexually together.

Yeah, perhaps I was a late bloomer… but thank God I was.  Who knows where I would be today… and what I might still be doing in the gay lifestyle I was living in… and particularly if the world had been as it stars_century_black_pride_projectq_(43_of_77)__largeis today.

No, I don’t believe we should be in people’s bedroom unless they are doing something illegal.  I hate child molesters and abusers… or people who take people for sex slaves… and especially people who are attracted to small children sexually to abuse them… or those who ruin animals and dogs etc.   Because that is crazy, vicious… and certainly beyond any limits I can sympathize with or agree upon.  These kind of people need 9609257to be done away with… and quickly …and never to be seen again.

But then some people feel that way about gay people too…  but that is ignorance.  I do understand gay people and things they want and strive for… and have worked to make happen.  Years ago they sought to activate themselves and unify their efforts for social change and acceptance.  And I am not against that.  Well, not totally.

I say let people be if they are violating any laws.  We can’t change them… and they are beyond for the most part listening to us.  So, you are just beating a dead horse with a stick… unless they let some light shine in on their life.

Half-Drag-by-Leland-Bobb_1But at the same time I can see the costs that all of this of what we see today is doing …and what is happening so rapidly around us… and what it is really coming to… and why it has come upon us as it has.  That reason being because people failed to be tolerate years ago to the needs and concerns of the gay community… by trying to keep them invisible.  And now look at what has happened… the exact opposite… and this thing has gone so overboard… too overboard that it really has gone much too far.2013_Black_Pride_Us_Helping_Us_BBQ_insert_2_c_Washington_Blade_by_Damien_Salas.. to the point now where many people are engaging in changing their sex.

Does every television show have to have a lesbian or gay male couple in it… or someone who is openly (flaming) gay… kissing and/or making love?

EVERY television show???

Is there really a ‘gay agenda?’

Yes, there is… and it started many years ago when gays decided that they were fed up and weren’t going to take it any more… and decided to become judges and law makers etc…etc…etc.

150423_JURIS_SameSexMarriage.jpg.CROP.promo-mediumlargeSo, the laws have been changed and now the Supreme Court has Happy Newlyweds in Front of Mansion --- Image by © Greg Hinsdale/Corbisstepped into the foray and declared that ALL states have to allow gay marriages.  That to me is not really a big thing since I had been to a few gay marriages long before any laws on gay marriage had even been proposed and entered into the law books in any of the States.

But it is the issue of re-defining things that bothers me.  Must we re-define everything?

Does every group in America have to be satisfied?

Clearly, there are things which should not be played with… abridged or supported or rectified or corrected.

just-married-gay-marriageAnd those things which I speak of have to do with what God has created and ordained… and what He has defined… such as family.   Now, I know I am starting to sound like 1 of those self-righteous preachers… but I am not.  I clearly recognize that there are many different types of family… as we organize ourselves in many different ways.  And that is okay… as there are adoptive families… CBC-Family-Reunionbiological families… estranged families… foster families… and families where parents may be gay or whatever.  But the family organism was designed by God when He created Eve for Adam.   So, marriage really was meant to be between a man and a woman… and that is Biblical.  But that does not mean that the family getty_rf_photo_of_couple_walking_togetherstructure has not adapted or revolved into many different individual structures suited for the needs of the people involved in those circumstances… as in the case of Abraham and Lot, who was Abraham’s nephew.

However, marriage is something totally different… it is meant to unite 2 people… the husband to the wife.  Though this too has become corrupted over time… as many people jump in and out of marriage today.  And many non-gay people do not want to marry instead they prefer to just live together… whereas many gay people want to marry and fought to legalize iStock_000010231758XSmalltheir unions with each images-1other… and many times it has grown out of a need to ensure the rights of their lover to whatever possessions they acquired together from greedy family who might want to step in and take everything from their lover upon their death.  I have seen that happen.

I don’t care whether 2 men want to walk around and call each other ‘husbands’ or 2 women calling a-celebrity-face-for-the-transgender-movementeach other ‘wives.’  So, that does not disturb me.  But what does disturb me is people changing their driver’s license …and passports… and birth certificates to say that they are a ‘woman’ or a ‘man’ when they clearly are not.   They were not biologically born as one… and can really never really be a ‘real woman’ or ‘real man’ though they may have cut off everything… pilled themselves to death creating breasts and changed their voice tones to that of a woman or man… or removed their Adam’s apples or muscles in their arms… and in the case of women …had their breasts removed.  All of this is crazy and has become the latest rage around America and the world.CHANNEL 4 PICTURE PUBLICITY 124 Horseferry Road London SW1P 2TX 020 7306 8685 (WEEK 50) The World's First Pregnant Man Thomas Beattie Tx:21/12/2008 10:00 This picture may be used solely for Channel 4 programme publicity purposes in connection with the current broadcast of the programme(s) featured in the national and local press and listings. Not to be reproduced or redistributed for any use or in any medium not set out above (including the internet or other electronic form) without the prior written consent of Channel 4 Picture Publicity 020 7306 8685  It has become a fad… like tattooing or piercing has become for many.

Tell me why you would want to be a man… call yourself a man… look and sound like a man… and then want to walk around pregnant?

It is odd to turn yourself into looking and sounding like a man… and then want to have a baby …and then turn around and want to call yourself the first man to have a baby.  Something is wrong with that picture… and I cannot agree with it because it is not natural nor does it make sense… for a woman to pretend she is a man and then talk about she is re-defining motherhood.  Motherhood has already been perfectly defined.  And what these type of people are trying to do is totally and absolutely not in alignment with the will of God.

prnces0boyFurthermore, I see painfully so many young people slipping into this thing… because it is presented to them today as being acceptable… and a happy way of being.  I could never see me dressing my son up or allowing him to dress up as a little girl.

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No, I’m going to declare the manhood of my child… or womanhood over my child for as long as I can.  Because somebody needs to.  It is a sad thing when a parent has no clarity on how to be a good and loving parent without compromising everything to the devil.  I refuse to just turn my child over to the devil.

But some parents are doing just that.  Young people have no real knowledge of what they are getting into when they make these choices are made… like going through a sex change.  If only they really knew… it’s not a game and should not be done.

These kids are not there when the lights go down and these pretenders… people who have converted themselves pull down the shades.   They do not see the tears or feel the pain of these people when the pretense cannot hide the unhappiness or emptiness inside of never finding satisfaction or true acceptance or anyone who ‘really loves you’ because of the games they chose to play… and end up realizing the ‘joke’ was on them.bigstockphoto_Pick_Your_Poison__374761

There is little wonder why still… alcoholism and drug abuse is so very high in the gay community.  And why suicide still permeates… because you can’t play games with yourself and expect to truly be happy.

There is no happiness in life when 1 is living outside of the will of God.  You may be able to fool yourself believing that you are happy.  But deep inside you are not happy.  I know because I once thought that I was happy living in ‘the life’… very happy… but I know today cb0262941that I was never ever happy in that life.

Oh, for a while I felt that I had found a place where I belonged… but it was not where I belonged at all.  And I thank God for cotton-bowl-missouri-footballloving me enough to desire me… and to have called me out of lesbianism… and that He gave me ears to hear His call upon me to come out from among them.  Today I now walk in liberty.

Had God not called me out… or my parents not love enough to have not cast me out…  I have no doubt that I would still be in that life.  Today I marvel at all the tricks the devil tries to play upon me to pull me back into that life.  I have never in my life been chased by so many women.  f0e3a3ec5330877e176407c1e141a5b1But when I was in ‘the life’ I was certainly no magnet.  But now that I am out of ‘the life’ here they come.  Many times I find it annoying… at times comical …and most recently very tempting… because temptations do come even to the drug addict or the alcoholic or the cigarette smoker etc… etc…  But I thank God He still has a hold on me.  I won’t go back… not ever.

Through the course of life there are many things that we are going to have to battle.  Acceptance is something that every child comes face to face with as they are growing up… and many children feel different.  But then none of us are the same anyways… we are all different.   And ‘yes’ strange thoughts enter our heads… like desires to kiss a boy or maybe a girl.  But those desire do not necessarily define who you truly are.

Me_kissing_a_Boy_from_school_by_JD_tasticWith all these images bombarded at you… or maybe a boy or girl in school who has been abused and is acting out and that person takes an interest in you… and perhaps it lights a fire in you that was not there before… but this does not mean that is truly you.  But allowing these thoughts to linger or by playing with them in our heads they will push us towards acting them out.  And this is why I am not in favor of all these lesbian or gay or transgender images that we see on television today… because they are unleashed upon public in such a seductive and intriguing way… too seductive and too intriguing for anyone too vulnerable to those kind of images and thoughts to not get caught in the trap …for which they are designed to seduce.PEP-showdetail-2560x1450_1280x725_428706883868

dragraceSo, today on TV you have Raul Paul and his gang of queens who during that show can teach you how to tuck your stuff… apply make-up and everything else.  And you have the Prancing Elite… who may well be the most fab guys in the world but what they are projecting upon young boy children in terms of manhood… is not good.  There is no in between human being… or any conversion into something else because we feel it suits us.  We are what God created… and if we don’t like it… we can’t tweak it.  Least we are not suppose to.

It is all too much… and it is being shoved down our throats in a mighty way… that can only lead to doom.  And nothing

black-enterprise-gay-marriage-640saddens me more than to see how this confusion is truly overtaking over this world… and how we are loosing grip upon what is true… and that which is really real… in order to accept ‘political correctness’… a trick term… in order to seduce people into a trap of just going along with everything… or believing we can be anything else other than what God has made us to be.

If I were not moved to have to tell you the truth… then I too would be  guilty of trying to be ‘politically *EXCLUSIVE* Calabasas, CA - Bruce Jenner looked right out of the 80's rock era as he returns to his car after grabbing his caffeine fix at Starbucks in Calabasas. Bruce wore his hair free to blow in the wind as he appeared to be heading home after a morning golf game. AKM-GSI    August  1, 2014 To License These Photos, Please Contact : Steve Ginsburg (310) 505-8447 (323) 423-9397 steve@akmgsi.com sales@akmgsi.com or Maria Buda (917) 242-1505 mbuda@akmgsi.com ginsburgspalyinc@gmail.comcorrect’… by simply saying nothing… which is another form of lying even though I said nothing.  But by being ‘politically correct’ you can’t help anybody and it would not be helpful to anybody if ‘political correctness’ was used and we all just simply started playing their games along with them… and calling ‘him’ ‘she’ and ‘she’ ‘him.’

It is not my desire to tear anyone down.  But truth is a hard pill to swallow.  It is time for truth and not a bunch of lies… like telling Bruce Jenner he looks beautiful.  When you know the man looks like a joke…

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Well, God bless…. I pray for every family and for all 2ab-the-bishop-wifecovermankind.

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